It is said that Laa ilaaha innallah is a means of renewing one’s iman(faith).

But what happens when the gray area becomes an overbearing cloud in one’s life. To be in a state of doubt and confusion. To know that your Lord exists but not to feel or believe in His reality. What happens when Ar-Rahmaan and Ar-raheem does not manifest Himself as he has named Himself the Most Merciful and the Exceptionally Merciful. Where would you go to or who would you turn to?